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[13 Jan 2006|09:34pm] [ music | alyssa playing guitar. ] blahhhh. grab a pen

[10 Jan 2006|11:54pm] [ music | duh.. cant you tell ] Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins uggg. y wont it show up the some of my font faces. arg. if you want to c. click the grab a pen thing. 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[10 Jan 2006|11:37pm] Autum's Monologue lyrics Oh why cant I be what you need a new improved version of me but i'm nothing so good no i'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow i beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you dont see me, you dont... here i'm in between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights where im tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then youre gone the shock lifts the red from my face when i hear someone's taking my place how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel when all, all that i did was for you i break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you dont.. i break in two over you i break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life but you dont see me you don't... i break in two over you i break in two over you, over you i break in two i would break in two for you now you see me now you don't now you need me now you don't grab a pen

[04 Jan 2006|05:11am] i have to wake up in 30 minutes. for school. oh fucking joy. 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|06:36pm] Yankees3650: my mom is kicking me off to talk to u and fergy so here xX99Jericho70xX: hehe =] Yankees3650: I love Meghan xX99Jericho70xX: i love kathy Yankees3650: Where's Meghan??? xX99Jericho70xX: sitting directly to my right Yankees3650: I'm talking to Ferga. xX99Jericho70xX: look at her away message Yankees3650: do people think she's gay? xX99Jericho70xX: hahahahahaha xX99Jericho70xX: no xX99Jericho70xX: sorry about that. my computer kicked me off. Yankees3650: its austin xX99Jericho70xX: oh thats no fun xX99Jericho70xX: im leaving noYankees3650: good Yankees3650: leave xX99Jericho70xX: fine xX99Jericho70xX: your mean to me anywayw xX99Jericho70xX: kathy wants to talk to us xX99Jericho70xX: =] xX99Jericho70xX: hehe FergyIsJesus: lol about wat? xX99Jericho70xX: i dont no. shes kicking austin offline to do so. FergyIsJesus: lol FergyIsJesus: i was just talking o kthy xX99Jericho70xX: yay FergyIsJesus: lol xX99Jericho70xX: yup FergyIsJesus is away at 6:36:23 PM. xX99Jericho70xX: dfk Auto response from FergyIsJesus: Ibagel bites...i love kathy...brb 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|06:25pm] ( good christian boy ) 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|06:17pm] ( dfg ) grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|06:12pm] ( whatcha doin ) grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|06:06pm] ( skjafl; ) grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|05:59pm] ( hehe. ) 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|05:53pm] ( he makes me laugh. ) grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|05:51pm] ( silly boy ) grab a pen

[30 Dec 2005|05:49pm]   ( oh demitri ) grab a pen

[15 Dec 2005|08:15pm] http://www.learner.org/resources/series75.html?pop=yes&vodid=272670&pid=369# grab a pen

[10 Dec 2005|01:22pm] my dad thought he could blast his music louder than mineee.... yea... i love winning. 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[10 Nov 2005|04:59pm] I sit home every night Watching reruns of your shows I send in all my funny tapes To America's Funniest Home Videos But you never put them on For what reasons you won't tell I don't know why, cause I laugh Like the one where grandma fell, in the well Hey Hey Hey Bob Saget You are just so freaking funny I love you Mr. Bob Saget You make my darkest day go sunny I wish there was room for me In that big full house you own Please let me in dear Bob Saget Or else I'll be all alone I have ten cotton shirts With your face printed on the back One time I wore one out of my house My teacher kicked me in the nut sack (Chorus) You once made an appearance at the mall Our eyes met and you gave me a nod Now that I have met you I know that there must be a god I have your name tattooed on my chest My Friends like you too But I am pretty sure I love you the most, cause I want to have butt sex with you Hey Hey Hey Bob Saget You are just so freaking funny I love you Mr. Bob Saget You make my darkest day go sunny Hey Hey Hey Bob Saget You're the greatest friend of mine I love you Mr. Bob Saget And you'll learn to love me in time Marry me Marry me Bob Saget You gorgeous hunk of man I love you Mr. Bob Saget I'm your numberest number one fan Maybe dreams do come true grab a pen

[05 Nov 2005|01:51pm] oXGnshotGltterXo: im not pissed Auto response from xX99Jericho70xX: dont feel good curled up in a ball somewhere and everyones pissed at me..so this is fun oXGnshotGltterXo: i love you xX99Jericho70xX: i love you too xX99Jericho70xX: but that makes 1 person oXGnshotGltterXo: fergy loves you too xX99Jericho70xX: i love her too oXGnshotGltterXo: and stef and steph oXGnshotGltterXo: and appearently KG xX99Jericho70xX: and them too xX99Jericho70xX: ahh confusing oXGnshotGltterXo: i can get bricky to say she loves you? 1: suicide note| grab a pen

[23 Oct 2005|07:12pm] WHAT IF.. 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY... 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU... 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER... 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. How well do you know me? 36. When's the last time you saw me? 37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? 2: suicide notes| grab a pen

[09 Oct 2005|12:25pm] [ mood | :\ ] R.I.P Ricky Andrews 7.7.04 R.I.P Warren Skinner 10.5.05 2: suicide notes| grab a pen

[22 Sep 2005|11:40pm] today was... interesting grab a pen

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